my baby at 8 weeks 5 days… taken last november 6,2010.
i’m so happy that you’re ok… can’t wait to see you soon…
i hope he’ll be proud of you as i am…
i feel it. this tightening beneath my skin.
it is taut, with its twisting. its stretching.
a metamorphosis i have experienced before. a change that is new.
the weighted chest that feels so foreign.
the hips that are widening, now wider than they were months before.
the rolling in my stomach, the catch in my throat, the feeling of seasickness on land.
this long forgotten process—the becoming of a vessel.
i feel it.
revel in it.
worship it.
guard it close and find it to be most sacred.
| — | nicole sea (via mostlyflawed) |

I wish you were here right now. :(
because i can’t sleep right without you here…
taking up most of the bed.picture by azuzephre.net
not mine.






